I have not updated in awhile. I just finished my first year of college and am working on a lot of fics at the moment. I'm working on my WIPS of course and also I have a new NCIS idea floating around that's Tony/Mcgee. I also have some good Spirk plot bunnies that are bugging me. Hopefully I'll be able to post a few fics soon. I also just nearly broke my finger. It's heavily bruised which makes it difficult to type quickly.

Title: Strangers with RENT
Rating: Pg-13
Pairings: SWC: Chuck/Geoffrey, Jerri/others, RENT: Mark/Roger, Maureen/Joanne
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
A/N: Any words spelled wrong while being sad or thought by Jerri are done so to show her pronunciation.
Summary: While on the run Jerri, Chuck, Geoffrey, and Onyx make their way to New York, and run into the Boho's.

( It only took Chuck Noblet less than a minute to realize that his mentor was missing. )

So, it's now Sunday and we have already done two performances for this year's musical. We have done a wonderful job this year and we are sold out! WOOT! The munchkins are great. We've only messed up on little things and due to late entrances us witches have had to do some improvising. We all are really good at it though. Tomorrow, or today rather, is our last day and I'm sad. Our seniors will be leaving and I'll miss everyone I see every night. Next year, it'll be my turn to say goodbye to everyone. It's going to be so sad.

Saturday's performance was great. The only thing that went wrong was 3 of us told the people that we like that we like them and all three of us were rejected. It gets better. Ok, I like JC, JC likes Alicia, Alicia likes Zeb, Zeb is undecided, and Megan loves Alicia. It's all screwed up. I'm not too upset about JC not liking me. Ok, I lie. It just plain sucks. He said it would be weird if we dated becuase we're friends. This really blows for all of us. Maybe today things will be better.

Tinks

Well, I haven't updated my blog in awile, so I thought I would. Nothing much has been going on with me. I play the First Witch in the Wizard of Oz', our musical this year. Brynn and I are constantly making fun of all those hXc emo peeps. Haha, we rock our own socks off!! Hmm...I've been watching CNN alot lately and getting interested in politics. Mainly Anderson Cooper 360. By the way, Anderson Cooper is the hottest news anchor ever. Well besides Jon Stewart.

My school is still full of Chickens AKA Hicks. Ugh, I hate it. There is an upside though, they are amusing at times. The teachers are still dumbasses, except Mrs. Crews, Ms. King, Ms. Stephenson, Mr. Scott, Mrs. Bame, and Mr. Murray. (I like WAY too many teachers.)

I am currently dating Coty Lucci, almost a month now. I really like him and he is a great boyfriend. He listens to me whine about anything and everything. He also isn't afraid to speak his mind. I admire that in people. This is the longest relationship I have had in a while. I think he's really good for me. I don't know what my other friends think of him. Or if they think that he is good for me or not. Who cares? I sure don't.

Not too long ago my teacher PE teacher ran into my English class and told my english teacher that they were going to lunch together. It was more of a demand than anything. It just reminded me so much of Jellineck and Noblet that I decided that I had to write a fic and dedicate it to them.

Title: The Note...In The Pink Envelope...On His Desk. 1/?
Author: Me!
Rating: PG
Warnings: Umm...This could make you "friendly"
Summary: Noblet gets a note from his "friend"...he thinks.
Notes: For My English and PE teacher.


( On With The Fic )

Here's the next chapter of my new SVU Story, Suppressed Denial.

Title: Suppressed Denial 2/?
Author: duh!

( I Don't Want To Rain On Your Parade )

Here's an SVU fic I have been working on!

Title: Suppressed Denial
Fandom: SVU
Rating: M
Summary: No one expected this. No one ever does.
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Law & Orders.

( 20 Points To Olivia )

Been a while since I updated. Nothing much is going on with me. I'm excited that House is back on. Woot! Lol, school is going okay. I have pretty good grades. I hate my English III class. I love the material that we are going over. Whitman, Thoreau, Emerson, my favorites. I just hate the fact that I am the only one who gets it. It is unnerving to hear Finders explain everything while we are reading the poems. He pauses in the middle of selections to explain and ask questions. It is infuriating. I can't wait until next year when we cover British Literature. I love Oscar Wilde. He is my hero when it comes to my writing.

I am not friends with Ames any more. I just got tired of her crap and I stood up for myself. I gots Brynn and Marcus so I'm all good. I still like Drew. Hell I think I love him. He's with Lexis though. That's what I hate about love. It sucks and I try not to fall into the trap of love, but sometimes I don't see the trap and I'm vulnerable. I hate love and love hate. I just wish loev would stay away from me. I'd rather be on my own. Just becuase I'm alone doesn't mean I'm lonely. Besides writers are lonely people. My English II teacher told me that and I believe it.

The musical shall be starting up soon. This year we are doing The Wizard of Oz. Everyone is telling me that I should try out for the part of The Wicked Witch of the West. I'm all like "No I wanna be a flying monkey!" Lol. I can't think about the Wizard of Oz without thinking of Wicked. This year should be good for the musical. It certainly is good for our football team. Friday night was our homecoming. We won against DuQuoin. We haven't beat them since 2001. I think everyone was kinda shocked by the win. Not only did we beat them, but we are currently undefeated. woot!woot! Lol, well I'm out.

Tinks



"Singing a song about a vending machine,
Don't you know that it's really not my scene.
Try to think of something clever with a little twist.
If we do another hoedown I'll slit my fucking wrist!"
-Ryan Stiles-

I haven't updated in a while so I thought I would. I went to register yester day and our lockers are BLUE!!!! They used to be blue/white/beige/and other weird colors. They are ALL blue. Talk about conformity. Anyways, this year should be fun. I have Ms. King again which will be sweet. Mostly, I just cannot wait until the musical this year. Maybe I'll get a main part. I don't know if I want one though. I mean, I'm just content being on stage. I tend to stray away from the spotlight. I haven't figured out if that's good or bad yet.

Not much has been going on lately. My scar started hurting today. I think the scar tissue got stiff and that's what happened. I hate it when that does that. It's hard to accept that my stomach will pretty much hurt my whole life. It's just something I have to learn to deal with. Life sucks like that. Well I am off to sleep now.



Tinks
Quote of the Day:

Life would be so much more interesting
if people randomly broke out into happy songs
in the middle of a crowded street, just like Broadway.

For the past week I have been feeling sick. Not like stuffy nose bad cough sick, but like real sick. I am feeling weak and all I want to do if pass out. I haven't been sleeping that much, I can't. I could be manic, but if I were manic then I would have the high feeling. I definetly don't feel high. I've barely been out of my bed. I've been in bed most of the time watching Whose Line, SVU, and House. I don't know what's wrong with me. I think I am depressed. I don't know why I would be. I mean I have a good life. I have a best friend that everyone wishes for. I have a great family. Ok, I don't have a great family, but I do have a normal one. As normal as any family can be I guess.

I just went up to Amy's to get my pants and RENT back. I missed RENT. I am obsessed and I'll admit it. Ames and I are gonna hang out tomorrow. I know I have been kind of ignoring her lately. I just haven't been feeling up to human contact much. On my way home I saw Drew at Marcus' so I waved. He waved back and it made my day. Is that bad, with one wave/smile he can make me feel so much better. I haven't heard from him since the night we "snuck" out. I don't think he likes me like that. I probably messed things up again like I always do. I'm so stupid. Oh well, I should be used to this by now. It shouldn't still hurt, but it does. I should've listen to my english teacher when he said that writers are lonely people. I hate that, but I am begining to believe that it is true. God, I like Drew so much. I guess I'm not pretty enough, or smart enough, it's probably both. All in all, I'm just not good enough. && that hurts so much. At least he's still my friend, I think. I don't know...UGH! Well I'm gonna go cry and listen to some The Used. Maybe I'll write something. Who knows?

Later,
Tinks.

This weekend was...interesting to say the least. I went to Georgia's sleep over and OMG SHE CANNOT DRIVE!! SHE STOPPED IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FUCKING HIGHWAY AND STARTED BACKING UP! WTF?!! Then we met Marcus and Drew and had them follow us to georgia's. Well, her car fucked up on the way there and we had to ride to her house with Drew and Marcus. When we got to Georgia's we went outside and hung out. This was at like midnight and Mego and I were by the trampoline with Drew. He was jumping up and down and rapping. God, it was fucking hilarious. Here's his rap, it's probably not entirely how he said it.

"I saw your mom at the grocery store,
She was wearing shorts up to here.
Fuck Yeah!
I turned on MTV and the new Britney Spears video was on.
You know the one where she shows all of her stuff.
I said Fuck Yeah!
I changed the channel and the news came on.
More Iraqi's died.
Fuck Yeah!
The new Alanis Morrisette Album came out,
And Julia Roberts died.
Fuck Yeah!"

And there were various versions. But it was great. Georgia decided that she wanted to date Drew again so she asked me to ask him if she had a chance. So I was like ok whatever. So I did and he was like she's a whore. Lol, we went inside and read Drew's future with Tarot Cards. Then Marcus and Drew had to leave so I decided now's my chance. So I left with them and was glad that I got out of there. So newsflash for anyone who doesn't know, I like Drew. Have since school. Sorry I didn't tell ya Ames! Lol.

I told Drew I liked him and he didn't know what to say. So know we are just getting to know each other. Marcus and Ames are rooting for us to get together. I hope we do. I actually want to open up to him and tell him everything. I want to know everthing about him and I want him to know everything about me. How weird is that? Well that's all for now.

Tinks

Quote of the Day:

oh him..?
he just has the most adorable eyes
you could ever fall for
and the cutest smile
that will take your breath away
he has the ability
to make you laugh;;
everytime he speaks
&& when you look at him
its hard to turn away

Well for the 4th and Brynn & I went up to Murphy for a BBQ and then too see the fireworks. The BBQ was kool. The dude that hosted the BBQ was Jeff and he rocked. He could grill too. There was another dude named Jeff he was ok, but an ass nonetheless. Then there was Tracy, Zack's surrogate dad. He's awesome. All three of them decided that they were going to have a bottle rocket war. It was kinda funny, but scary at the same time. Zack shot one and it landed right by Tracy. Tracy stepped on it and we were all waiting for it to go off. Luckily for him, it didn't. We shot off some more fireworks and then we left for Riverside to see the fireworks.

The fireworks sucked. They were pretty and all but we almost died. Seriously, sparks were coming down and even the kids were like "oh shit!" It was scary and funny. What pissed me off is that BJ didn't get to come. He told me he would go and then he didn't get to. I'm not pissed at him persay, but I am pissed. Next year, Brynn and I are going up to Bald Knob for the 4th. That's all for now.

<3 Tinks

Quote of the day:

Dear mom && dad -
if it makes you happy, then i am fine.
if it makes you sleep at night, i am not suicidal.
If it helps you stay ignorant, the scars that lace my body are not proof of how much slef hatred boils inside me.
If it keeps you from abandoning me, i am not crazy.

Ok, Thursday night I went to the concert with Brynn, Amy, and Zack. First Brynn and I "gothed out" and then we picked up Ames and left for Murphy. When we got there, we kidnapped Zack and we went to the mall in Carbondale. This security gaurd got onto us for taking pictures. He said no "Flash photography". THE FLASH WASN'T ON!! Lol. Then we met this kool dude named Will. We ate at the best pizza place EVER. hehe.
We passed the time until the concert. Then when the time came we met up with BJ and Alec at the center. One thing I have to say about the concert...IT SUCKED ASS! It was a rock concert and people we're sitting on the floor talking. I wish we could've stayed to see FailSafe play. They rock, I think. Lol, I have been to two of their shows and haven't seen them play yet. Their drummer, Dan, was nice enough to let me take a picture with him. To make up for the bad concert, we rocked all the way home. I hoped Amy had a good time though. I wish the concert was like the ones we always go to. They rock. That's all I have to say bout' that.



Today I had to go to Aunt Ethel's yearly Fish Fry. So I got to spend my day with my family. Well my dad wasn't there. Near the begining of the fish fry my Aunt Helen got stung by a bee and went into shock. My dad rushed her to the hospital. It was a close one, but she's okay now. Anyway, I got to spend the day with family. I had a exciting conversation about Harry Potter with my Uncle Dan. I went with Noah, Buck, Tyler, Logan, and *growl* Nina over to the play area. That's when she crossed the line with me. She said how much of a bad influence I am. I don't know why she said it she just did. Then I jumped down the stairs and Noah looked like he wanted to do it. We were all like "No Noah!" && she goes, "See told you, you were a bad influence." That pissed me off so fucking much. I mean it's not that I hate her, it's just that I do. Even my dad was pissed. When he got back from the hospital and my mom told him he yelled "what!?" and everyone shut up. My mom and I cracked up laughing and had to calm him down. He was gonna start bitching her out if we didn't. I don't think I'm a bad influence. Quite the contrary. I mean I am sXe, I'm a virgin, I don't lie to my parents...much, and I'm not out getting arrested. She needs to rethink her fucking opinion. I have put up with this for about 2-3 yrs now and I am fucking sick of it. That's all for now.



<3Tinks

Quote of the Day:

she feels like she was lied to.
like that warning in the rearview mirror that says,
"objects are closer than they appear."
she thinks she needs a sign taped to her heart,
"caution: much more broken than i seem."

So I am sitting here being bored. It's my bro's 21st B-day today and he isn't out drinking. Dumb ass, I would be. I am just sitting here listening to Dane Cook. I guess I should post some stuff about me. I am a 16 yr old who loves Theatre and anything pertaining to it. I am in the yearly high school musical. I love singing, acting, improving, and writing. My fave subjects in school are Chorus and English. My favorite band is Linkin Park. I love Whose Line is it Anyway and Steven's Untitled Rock Show. However my all time favorite show is Law & Order: SVU. I can't really decide what my favorite musical is. I love them all. I enjoy going to concerts and hanging out with friends. Actually I went to the mall yesterday with my best friend Brynn. We got magic wands and played DDR X-treme! Lol! Best Gamecube game ever is Animal Crossing. I can live off Dr. Pepper and sunflower seeds. My most cherished possession is my voice. My sister/mom is Ames R. I love her to death. Well, I gtg for cake and ice cream!

</3 TINKS P.S. WATERMELON IS THE ONLY FLAVOR OF JOLLY RANCHER!!